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The Fittest Gorilla

Richard Feynmann — famous physicist, womanizer and bongo player — said this in his renowned Feynman Lectures on Physics (Vol. 1):

“It is just a strange fact that we can calculate some number, and when we finish watching nature go through her tricks and calculate the number again, it is the same.” (source)

He was talking about energy. Basically, he was saying that whatever you have — a gorilla, say — is energy of a given quantity. If you add more energy to it — for example a hard push, a jog around the block or a pound of peanuts — the form may change. But the amount of energy, the calculation, remains the same. The gorilla is knocked over, more physically fit or a pound of peanuts heavier, but the calculation is still 800 pounds plus the energy of the push or the run or the peanuts.

What does this have to do with astrology? Everything. The birth chart represents the energy you were born with — that is, the natural tendencies to which your personality leans (notice I didn’t say “is enslaved for life”).

If you’re the gorilla, are you the one vulnerable to being pushed around by the rest of your tribe? Are you the one that gets up every morning for a jog around the block? Are you the one that can most often be found under a tree eating a pound of peanuts?

If you’re the bicycle, are you the one that prefers to amble down a country lane, stopping in the shade on occasion to pick flowers and enjoy the breeze? Or the one that blasts past the other competitors in the Tour de France? Or the one collecting dust in the garage?

It can all be read in your chart. You’re given certain tools — a body, a heart, a mind and more — a gorilla, perhaps — and your chart gives you certain energetic tendencies to apply to each one: working mind, sluggish body, perceptive heart, blocked instinct, dynamic persona… Knowing your chart can help you open up or change the energy, help you see how to bring different kinds of energy to apply to different tools when what you’re doing now results in unhappiness or worse.

In the end, the calculation will still be the same — you’ll still have a body, a heart, a mind and more. Perhaps even a gorilla. But the result will be different. If you shift from scattered energy to focused energy, your mind will look different. If you shift from me-energy to we-energy, your heart will look different. If you shift from thinking energy to doing energy, your body will look different.

And maybe you’ll be the fittest gorilla on the block.

Copyright (C) 2007 by Kathy Crabb
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Are You the Decider?

George W. Bush drew much derision when he uttered his famous declaration, “I am the decider.”

In my reading, the derision wasn’t directed so much at the sentiment as at his phraseology. But his plainspeak was still intriguing. Who else but someone with six of ten planets in so-called “cardinal zones” — and most planets on the “I” side of the chart — would make such a statement? (Answer: someone with 7, 8, 9 or 10 cardinal planets on the “I” side!)

By contrast, certain web pages at my husband’s organization used to carry the words, “Maintainer: Alan.” Without violating his privacy too much, I will tell you, confidentially, that Alan does have a lot of fixed energy in his chart.

Myself? It’s all summed up in my About Me tagline (at right), which reads, “It changes every day.” (Believe me, I wasn’t thinking about my chart specifically when I wrote it; I was merely trying to identify the phrase that best captures my mutable personality.)

Cardinal, fixed and mutable are the three main motivational energies of the astrological chart. If you have strong cardinal energy, you forge ahead and envision the future, make decisions, initiate action. These are the folks people follow. Fixed types — the “maintainers” among us — consolidate what’s been achieved and make sure it is safe and secure. They’re the ones who will stick with you through thick and thin (whether you want them to or not). We mutable folk tinker with what’s there, trying to perfect it, preparing it for the next round of action. We make good editors, good housekeepers.

Of course, everyone has a mix of these energies within them; it is exceedingly rare to find someone whose insides are entirely populated with one type of energy. So there are areas of life in which we tend to initiate more, others where we prefer to sit back and enjoy what we have, others where we just can’t leave it alone. Sometimes we’re good at two of those modes or even all three of them in a single area of life: establishing, maintaining and refining strong relationships, for instance, or a thriving career, or a solid sense of self.

Do you know yourself well enough to guess whether your chart has more cardinal (decider), more fixed (maintainer) or more mutable (changer) energy in:

  • Relationships?
  • Security?
  • Learning?
  • Communicating?
  • Community?
  • Surviving?
  • Other areas that are important to you?

Are there areas you’d like to be more energetic, relaxed or persistent about than you find you naturally are? Where do you want to be the Decider? The Maintainer? The Changer?

Copyright (C) 2007 by Kathy Crabb
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Where Energy Comes From

Another image that stuck with me from my walk to work this morning was a bicycle chained to a lamppost. Although it’s not abnormal for a bicycle to be chained up, we don’t tend to think of it that way. Say “bicycle” to any innocent bystander and the imagery and energy you’ll most likely conjure is that of movement, swift and sleek.

But that’s not the bicycle’s fault. The bicycle doesn’t necessarily inherit swift, sleek movement. That’s what we bring to it — our preconceived notion about what a bicycle is and does. And it could, in fact, be argued that a bicycle does naturally come with the energy of movement. After all, that’s what it was made for.

But only if it’s joined with an able and willing pair of legs to put it in motion. If it happens to be coupled with something besides that pair of legs — a chain and lock, for instance, or the grill of a large truck, or a house fire — it gives off entirely different energy.

And so it goes. If you have, say, Mars conjunct Saturn in your birth chart, you might feel like the first image much of the time — motion restrained. But what if your Mars is conjunct Jupiter and Mercury high in your chart?

I’d say don’t fly too close to the sun.

But you’d probably just look at me and laugh.

Copyright (C) 2007 by Kathy Crabb
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Elevator to the 12th Floor

You’ve been there many times: In an elevator with one other person.

Maybe you made brief eye contact when you stepped in — before the door closed behind you — but you quickly looked down, and so did he. Or she.

You punched the button for your floor and settled back on your heels, heard yourself breathing, fixed your eyes on a nondescript spot on the steel doors or let them wander anywhere but within range of the human being not two feet from you.

The brief zero-gravity feel of the elevator pulling you up into space took on a small dimension of eternity, then matter nonchalantly settled back into your belly. The ride went on.

Though the 12th house has traditionally been associated with prisons and mental hospitals, it could be argued that this most typical of modern-day scenes is a quintessential, if quick, 12th house experience.

You are trapped in an enclosed space with nothing but your thoughts, your feelings and time. In the 12th house, you are essentially alone, at the end of individuation, with pure consciousness, pure selfhood. It’s a scary place to be if you don’t know what to do, if you’re not comfortable with yourself.

The most obvious answer is to make contact with the person next to you — but this is very rare in an elevator situation. Less obvious is that you use the moment to dwell on those existential questions that press uncomfortably up against you. Most likely, though, you just think about mundane things beyond the elevator: the walk down the hall after the doors open, the day’s to-do list, whether you left the oven on at home. Sixth house concerns.

Only when the doors open might it feel safe to say, “Have a nice day” or some similarly benign post-greeting to your elevator-mate. Knowing you can escape makes all the difference in the world in our willingness to engage. Having a way out of the 12th house — through aspect lines that open the doors from 12th house planets to other realms or through the development of consciousness — is important for a productive and healthy 12th house.

What’s in your 12th house?

Copyright (C) 2007 by Kathy Crabb
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